Most of my life I was comfortable in my own space. This space was my protective bubble that I lived in. I created this bubble to please only myself. This safe zone that I created for myself became a giant Fortress that surrounded me. When this happens you fear life. You are unwilling to change. Slowly but surely you are closing up so that you can't receive anything. In this bubble I created my own world, gods and a thinking process.
That bubble like Fortress, that I've built, bursted. That fakeness of wearing a mask fell off when I met the real Jesus, because he sees through it. He sees through the show. If you live in that fake reality that you created for yourself you will fail, but don't worry! If you are Rock Bottom under the ocean you will find that Jesus is the Rock at the bottom of the ocean.
Now I am on a journey with Jesus where He is showing me how to reach my full potential with Him at the center of my life. This doesn't happen in a blink of an eye but through a long process. Yes, it does hurt when God is rebuilding your foundations.
I'm willing, Jesus is the Builder of my house!
The question is, am I willing to take part on this journey with Jesus? My answer is YES, I am willing to let Him take control over my life.