When Jesus sets you free from all the lies you believed about yourself and about Him, its like the best day of your life, because you don't feel trapped anymore. You know you can face the world again without the feeling that everything is against you.
In our time at Elim, Jesus really came and broke every lie that held me down and it really "destroyed" my relationship with Jesus without me even noticing it. I always knew my identity is in Christ but I did not believed it.
He came and spoke truth into my life and set me free from all the negative thoughts I had about myself.
Going on with the journey I did not think I would have to deal with it again, but it's like a constant journey that you have to step into that freedom God gave you and walk in it with your head held high.
The time in Hogsback reminded me to step into the freedom God so gracefully has given me.
All the lies came back the first 2 weeks in Hogsback, lies of worthlessness and rejection.
But to be around people that stand with you through thick and thin makes everything better.
The lies will always comes back. Step into the freedom and live with it.