Lord;
In the cold light I live to love and adore You.
It's all that I have, it's all that I am.
In the cold light I live, I'll only live for You.
It's all that I have it's all that I am
This is my way of worship. To embrace every moment for what it truly is, a gift from You Lord. To understand that there is something beautiful in brokenness, even if that brokenness is in me, also knowing that in my greatest struggle there is a lesson to be learned. And having utter and complete faith that Heaven even helps a fool who falls in love.
I live to love and adore You.
It's all that I have,it's all that I am.
In the cold light I live, I'll only live for You.
It's all that I have it's all that I am.
Being content in every situation.
The good and the bad.
To live for You, adore You, praise You and to give thanks to You through every trial and victory.
I live to love and adore You.
It's all that I have it's all that I am.
So Lord allow me to climb this mountain with hands wide open. And lead me through this preposterously absurd and crazy adventure, called life.
Through peaceful fellowship overflowing with abundance, early morning sunrises that proclaime Your love, lazy afternoons that bring much needed rest, and late nights filled with laughter caused by lack of sleep.
Through the journey make me aware of the small things; the smile of a stranger that stops to help, the loyalty and trust so easily spotted in a dogs eyes, a first cup of coffee, memories that come to life with the sound of a long lost song, that indescribable feeling that overwhelms your heart when it remembers that one special person.
So I will climb;
With great endurance; I will pass through troubles, hardships and distresses, hard work, sleepless nights, hunger and soul shattering frustration, in heartbreaking losses and faith testing journeys.
But Lord, I am not capeble to this without You. Not by my might nor by power is this possible. You are my source. My strength, wisdom and my confidence comes from You. And only by your Spirit will I be able to overcome.
With that in mind. I will confidently smile at every trial that crosses my path. And with the same smile I will whisper "Hallo darkness my old friend, I have come to talk with you again" to talk about perseverance, so that perseverance may teach me character, and character may teach me hope. And hope will not put me to shame. For in hope I was saved.
But hope that is seen is no hope at all. I do not hope for what I already have, but I hope for what I do not yet have.
Therefore, because of You Lord, I wait for it patiently even if everything in the wide world seemed to say that You were deceiving me. And that You have been deceiving me all along.
My Lord... If You can deceive me, You may, It would make no difference. I must love You as long as I continue to exist. I cannot live without loving You.
So with fearless faith I lay it all down at Your feet Jesus.
You may take me wherever You please, down the rabbit hole straight into hell it self, or to the heights of heaven, to the far East or even to the darkest parts of Africa.
Anywhere as long as You are there.
May I learn to follow Your example and be brave enough to pray the same words You prayed in that garden... "Father, may Your will be done and not mine."
So open up my eyes to a new light,
I wandered round Your darkened land all night
But Lift up my eyes to a new high
And indeed there will be time...
In the cold light I live to love and adore You.
It's all that I have, it's all that I am.
In the cold light I live, I'll only live for You.
It's all that I have, it's all that I am.
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