Getting to know Gods character & grace was and still is the most difficult concepts for me to understand, I have to constantly "prove" myself to God thinking that I need to be worthy of His grace and love for me. I am very emotional and overwhelmed in understanding Gods grace. I am trusting God to brake down these walls of insecurities and I am willing to open my heart for Him to work within me.
I have realized these past few weeks that spiritual growth can best take place once you are in a vunerable position, once you are out of your comfort zone. And only if you are willing to allow God to mold you in your vunerability accourding to His will...