Hello my name is Danielle, and I'm an addict.

Life without God is like watching a low resolution movie.

However, He opens your eyes to see the endless colors in each individual pixel. It is no obvious realization, and explaining it sounds crazy, but you know only a stoner can understand another stoner.

1 Cor 2:6-12
Yet amoung the mature we do impart wisdom, although it is not a wisdom of this age, who are doomed to pass away. But we impart a HIDDEN WISDOM OF GOD, which God decreed before the ages for our glory. None of the rulers of this age understood this, for if they had, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory.
But as it is written,
"What no eye has seen, nor ear has heard, nor the heart of man imagined what God has prepared for those who love Him."
These things God has revealed to us through the Spirit. For the Spirit searches everything, even the depths of God. For who knows a person's thoughts except the spirit of that person, which is in him? So also no one comprehends the thoughts of God except the Spirit of God. Now we have received not the spirit of the world, but the Spirit who is from God, that we might understand the things freely given us by God.

So in short; there is hidden messages that can only be revealed by the Spirit of the living King. The Spirit that I have inside of me now. #resurrectioninmyveins.

I see only a glimpse of the truth and I am utterly hooked! Sold out! Indeed "I count everything as loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my lord" Phil 3:8
I get you Paul #onejunkyunderstandinganother

I am done trying to understand everything. Understanding something to some extent stops me from seeking more. We will never see God's entire face in this life. Is this freedom from understanding? Being with You just takes everything away. All the questions, judgements, insecurities, mood swings, doubt. A matter of seconds in Your presence, changes the perspective again to that of the eternal. To where nothing matters but, You. You are the answer for everything. Everything lies within You. You are vast

Freedom is mine, and I don't even understand that. We just want to see more of You. Different parts of Your face. We want to know You. Not place You, but know You. What does it mean to not know someone? Because knowing them means you think you understand them? Placing them in a box. So we know nobody? That is why it is so stunning that You know us. You know how I was, how I will be. When I fall and when I stand. And still You love me!

Wooooow I get it!!!!!!! It isn't about You looking past my sin anymore. Yes thats a big part, but it means you love my personality. Every part of it. You truly see me and every part is loved. Thank You!

So first You teach me that wisdom is knowing you are ignorant. Then you teach me that judging means you think you know. Then "knowing" someone means you judged them and placed them. Then that You are the only being who knows us. And then loving us even then means literally that we not all that bad. God thinks I am lovable. Yes I know the part where He loves me because Father's love is so powerful, but to add to that, Jesus thinks I am lovable!

It's like " the joy of the Lord is my strength" yes yes joy lifts up every situation, but also knowing that I bring joy to the Creator of all things, strengthens me. I am delightful to Him.

I am proud to say that for the first time in my life I couldn't care less about the opinion of others. The Messiah, who understands me, thinks I'm to die for. I will totally embarrass myself, walking in eternal life with unconditional love by my side and running through me.

There is no place I would rather be.

The satisfaction of vibrating with the presence of Spirit. The Spirit of The King is within me. Love it. I want more! I can boldly say, yesterday's portion was not enough. I am now a proud addict. Proud to be dependent on STAR BREATHING CREATOR!