Facing the last day of an unforgettable journey in Guatemala... A book can be written about God-appointments, memories, divine relationships and everlasting friendships inspired by the centre of God's heart..
Four years ago, I heard the testimony of a man in Guatemala who not only sold his soul to Satan, but who hated God in such an extent that His salvation prayer ended up to be a proclamation of cursing God, laughing at Him and trying to destroy the very person that God breathed his father breath into. He got showered with God's love and delivered by His mercy.
It was told of this crazy, bold pastor in Panajachel, full of scary tattoos of old and super natural strength who specializes in demon deliverance and who never sleeps because of a waste of years dying himself to the Kingdom of darkness.
Who would have known that God would lead me to the living testimony that created a desire in me to explore the super natural and to be a part of this radical plan that God has to bring heaven down to Earth and to draw people closer to Himself. Not only meeting and hearing his testimony personally but being mentored by him for a month, building friendships, becoming family and seeing an out flow of a fresh revelation of grace through his life. Meeting Pastor Ben, even from day 1 I realized that He is just an ordinary man giving His life to the extra ordinary will of God.
So after a month in Guatemala of having my foundations shook, physically building into God's kingdom, having prophecies fulfilled, doing crazy triking down a 7/8km mountain pass to share with people, dancing, doing dramas, receiving teachings and simply living with people who loves God, I now see that living in God's perfect will is simply an intimate relationship with the King. Being embraced by His arms of rest and being day by day directed into eternal glory.
So in the midst of it all, I found my peace in the eyes of my Creator. Not by any teaching, nor word spoken by man, but by a penetration and manifestation of who God is inside of me. By explaining to me in words undefined by human and by showing me with sights unseen... I now recognize the power that lives inside of me. The very same power that rose the Lover of my soul from the dead. The power that gave me life beyond this living.
My calling is to be who God wants to live out in me. To simply love and walk God's heart out on Earth. To face people by looking into the windows of the soul of the One who designed them. And see the them way He does. There is no other way to love than to first accept and experience the very same Love that loved you first..