God will always meet you at that crossroad... where you are, breaking down feeling unworthy or maybe not, maybe you are even standing there in awe. In wonder of who He is, what you have done and His grace that is just sweeping over in. It does not even matter where you are at, He will meet you there.
I have learned that I have always put my identity in what I have done like the lost son feeling unworthy but God, man...God is just so amazing and He is my identity speaker, speaking into my life, speaking truth, speaking into His creation that is made in His image and in His likeness
This is a process that needs willingness, willingness to learn the truth, to breakdown and remove the habits that came with the lies that you believed.
You are not your mistakes, you do not need to work for something that is already yours.
He meets you where you are at!! He knows what He gave you, your deams, your personality, your obsessions, your inheritance and your needs. But most of all He knows how to challenge you in a way that you will grow.
He met me and took me to a place called Jeffrey's bay and here I am challenged beyond anything that I would've ever imagined. He is speeking identity into me and He is teaching me about serving.
I love clouds, like crazy I think that is the one way He has always blessed me. Where I come from clouds are not an everyday thing and here there is a lot less cloudless days. But it is okay cloudless days reminds me to appreciate days with clouds more. In all this being challenged and learing and stuff He keeps on blessing me like crazy with cloud. But it is crazy, it sometimes lookes like cloud storms, if my eyes could taste, it would taste like popcorn with icing on it (maybe adding just a touch of orange juice, I know it sounds weird but He makes it work) .
He knows me, He knows what I need to calm me down. In that same way He knows you.
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