As your heart of stone is broken, a heart of flesh appears. When you find yourself in a senseless rivalry, your heart feels assaulted. You are bombarded with questions that cause you to second guess yourself and your motives.
You wonder , is there something wrong with me? Why am I here? How did this happen? Where are you God?
And all I received from God was silence.
In Jordan Jesus showed me He speaks in different ways. I really struggled to hear His voice and through that He spoke to me through people , looking at things and reading a book.
And I realized the same God who began the good work in me will be faithful to complete it.
The questions was , will you allow the attacks to harden your heart or will you allow God to heal ?
Will you focus your attention on the words of the enemy or the words of your creator ?
It’s easy to say I choose God , but then you need to give over to Him , you need to let go of everything you have been holding on to for years ,you need Him to take everything so that He can start working inside of you. The moment you give over He starts something beautiful in your life, but it’s going to be difficult and it’s going to be painful, but you have a promise that you will never be alone again and I take that. I want Jesus.
God alone can cleanse what dirties our hearts and right what was wrong so that we rise again upright in His presence.
Israel was different.
I learned that the places like, the garden tomb, last supper room , the Sea of Galilee or any place in israel Jesus has been is not more important than where you are now just because you think it’s going to be so because He was there before.
I learned that He is in your heart so you can experience Him anywhere on this earth.
In this moment I just want more of God that’s all.
He is the one thing I don’t want to lose.
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