journey of change

Kosovo was just heart-blowing, like one of my teammates would say.  Jesus loves surprising us - and that’s what He did with me in Kosovo.    I really experienced God here. He showed me that I was believing the lie of rejection all my life ‘till now. It’s really a lot to take in if you had believed a lie for 19 years of your life. Jesus gave me new eyes to see , He took the veil off. I see things clear and different now.    I learned to know what the Father is really like and it radically...

I’m sitting in a mini bus between bags and my team mates(family really) on our way to our last country for this year and its absolutely crazy! I am completely caught up thinking about everything that Jesus did this year. I really just want to weep and laugh at the same time - He did more than I could EVER explain in words, He changed every single part of me. He gave me more than I could ever asked for.   Jesus showed me how to take everything in even if there is just two weeks left. Sure, I miss...

I needed Him, still do, but in that moment I needed Him more, I wanted Him more.    The thing is when you see more of who Jesus really is and what He is like - your heart can’t help but change.   I’m at a place where I can’t help but smile when I talk about Jesus and what He is busy doing in my life.  In the middle of training God gave me a promise that if my heart is open for a change that it would happen, and in this moment I experience a complete change in...

Don’t copy the behavior and customs of this world, but let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will learn to know God‘s will for you, which is good and pleasing and perfect.  - Romans 12:2   I am on a wild journey with God. I am busy healing, changing and discovering myself more than ever before. God has grabbed me from my old and broken life and called me to a new life with Him.  He is the God of second chances. He forgives and forgets. Jesus knows all my faults...

As you read on my previous blogs my journey so far was incredible!  And boom just here at the end in the last 3 months everything changed. I didn’t even think of how things can change and how I can actually go through suffering, or through difficult times, but I did and now I can also just say I made it , I’m still keen for the last 2 months , I’m still open for more of Jesus, but it took me a month to say this and to be excited for the last 2 months again.   Our team...

As your heart of stone is broken, a heart of flesh appears. When you find yourself in a senseless rivalry, your heart feels assaulted. You are bombarded with questions that cause you to second guess yourself and your motives.  You wonder , is there something wrong with me? Why am I here? How did this happen? Where are you God?  And all I received from God was silence.    In Jordan Jesus showed me He speaks in different ways. I really struggled to hear His voice and through that He spoke to me through people , looking at things and...

2018, was a year I’ll never forget. It was filled with moments and people that will never leave my heart.   I am looking back on 2018 with nothing but joy and thankfulness. It was a year of changing, letting go and seeking Jesus in every way possible. I found truth. I learned to live to love. I learned to be content with where God has me, good or bad.   I learned that sometimes it takes really hard seasons in life to get where God has you going.   I’m dancing into 2019 with Jesus, my best friend, my...

I want to taste more of what is true and live like I got nothing to prove , you are the heart beating right here in my chest , the air I breathe not anything less.    something changed , something is different , but it’s beautiful and Jesus is the center of this.  This something is my life. My life is different , my life changed the moment Jesus took every single part of my life. From now on I live for Him and only Him!  I can’t do anything without God.    After a month in Africa I...