It's like that Father to daughter, daughter to Father conversation that goes something like "Dad my life is falling apart!" "No it's not here is some cake" kind of thing.
Yes this is crazy. Yes I am freaking out and yes it feels like my life is a movie but it is okay. I am okay. God keeps blessing me in crazy ways like we got one week to go home and when I went I did not know how I was going to get back to Jeffreys Bay, and then God just provided. It was through people I did not even think would help me to do this. (Thank you everyone I love you)
We moved into this amazing house. Jesus just blessed us like crazy! And when I say it is amazing I mean it is so overwhelmed by nature and peace, but also the people in the house! Guys! my housemates (team members) are amazing and I can learn so much from them.
We are busy with Galations and Jesus is stiring this thing inside of me about why I am doing things and for who I am doing it. 'Fear of man' you are going down. I do not want to live to impress. God already thinks I am to die for, and His acceptance should be enough.
I get these moments where I'm really overwhelmed with ALL of this but I know one thing and it is that the amount of comfort God is giving me is crazy and I am where I need to be. I am so excited for this journey and MAN my heart is yearning to go to the nations but you know South Africa is a nation and it needs us. It needs you (and sometimes you need cake, or chocolate sauce on pancakes or something).
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