This has been a hard and painful process, because I have been a young Christian with my own fixed ideas of who this God is.
The biggest mistake I made was to try and box Him and His power in, with my small human mind. The first thing He showed me about His character is that I know nothing and that it is pointless to try and understand Him fully in His perfection. He showed me a fraction of Him and that, I am still processing.
He showed me that He is faithful even though I am not. He answered my prayers for finances! In a matter of days my Global account jumped from R12000 to R54000 and it was mostly paid in by people that I still do not know who.
He showed me that He loves me and that He cares about every small thing in my life. He worked in my head about things like forgiveness and my future. He also showed this love by telling me over and over and over again that He...WANTS ME !
He then showed me His POWER by dragging my darkest and most painful parts into the light and banishing it from my life. He re-insured me that IT IS DONE, He already overcame this world. He broke the chains that chained me to this world and its ways. He then picked me up and told me that He will never let me go!
It has only been one month and this is what He showed me about His character so far, how much more will I learn in the 8 months to come ?
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I am so proud of you. You are a true man of God. Walk with God...believe in God...trust God...most of all:love God with all your heart,soul and mind.