So about a week and a half ago my plans were still to go to CPX and my mind was made up. All my supporters new about my plans and everything were set up.
Then Anna-Marie phoned me and asked me if I would consider leading work your way this year. I told her, in a almost arrogant way, that Anthony already asked me a month ago and that I already said no to him because my mind is pretty much made up for CPX, but I will still pray about it just to make sure.
I don’t know what happened but after a few days of praying I found myself at a place where I just couldn’t stop thinking about work your way, I started planning all kinds of things for the year in work your way. Then I will stop myself and force myself not to think about it and force myself to concentrate on CPX because that is what I really want to do.
I just couldn’t stop thinking or planning stuff about work your way, no matter how hard I tried.
It was if God just came and shifted my mind in the work your way direction.
Then I realized… I just have to do this!
I phoned Anna-Marie on the 27th Dec and told her that I will lead the team.
Suddenly I realized that all my plans and arraignments must change very quickly and that I must contact all my supporters to tell them that my plans changed. It was a bit of a humiliating experience to tell everybody that my plans changed because it feels like I don’t know what I am doing and I am just an idiot running around in circles.
Well the truth is I don’t know what I am doing… I am just following God but I am pretty sure He knows what he is doing.
It wasn’t very fun saying goodbye to my family that quickly because I thought I still had some time left with them.
nA week later I am in Jeffrey’s getting ready for the teams to arrive for training
I am so excited about the year and I just can’t wait to meet my team!
Well I always pray and ask God to let His will be done in my life, and by His grace He did.
So please friends and family pray for me this year because I know I can’t do this. But with God leading me and giving me wisdom, everything is possible.
Comments
Wow Frikkie, this is definitely the best blog ever on GCEX !!!
I love you frikkie! And never forgot this! The best place to stay is the center of desire of God! Doesn't matter if sometimes for this happen we need to be idiot. Who doesn't?! Cheers friend, see you soon! I will pray for you! Elaine
May God bless you this year Frikkie! work Your way will always be in my prayers!!
Hoe is die uitdrukking nouweer? Sjoe of Sjo
Wow Frik! I'm SO excited for you! I pray that WYW 2012 will glorify God in every single thing you guys do! I pray for daily wisdom and discernment for you. Be blessed my friend!
Hahah Frikkie, I think you are right saying "this is the best blog ever on GCEX !!!"