HOW do I describe a week (past 5 actually) that tossed and turned, uprooted and uplifted, shook and revolutionized my life... It's hard to explain the impact of the event to those who didnt experience it first hand, but I will try my best to do so without scaring anyone off...
> My HISTORY is not my IDENTITY - may past is part of me but does not need to own me! We all make mistakes (and fall short of the glory of God - Rom 3:23) - but we can and are forgiven and can move on and reclaim our lives!!!
> NOTHING I do, will do or have ever done is by my own ability... nothing!... I cannot change the way people see me, only the Holy Spirit can make their hearts sensitive (whether they want it or not, or even realise it)... There is NOTHING i can do to make JC love me more or less... AMAZING!
> Miracles, Prophesy, speaking in Tongues and all that other weird, illogical stuff become common practice... and it is illogical I agree... because when it becomes a reality in your life you will see that God defies all logic and human understanding... I didnt 'get it' until JC allowed me to see it... how? by another illogical means - the Holy Spirit! Once I became sensitive and CHOOSE to SURRENDER...aaah guys the Lord just astounded me!
> Joe Ewan, a prophet from Scotland, fascilitated the final week... He released the power of the Holy Spirit and mountains were moved! Prophesy was spoken over me several times and I literally saw the evolving of the words in my life! I, too, prophised.. and spoke in tongues... (Most of this I didn't understand before, so dont let me freak you out... it took explanation and sensitivety and a willing heart)..
> I TRULY felt, deep inside me, what it was to be filled with the love of God
> I know what it means to live of JC's overflow....
> I haven't changed at all... Only my attitude and outlook on life has :) (CrAzY FoReVeR)
What can I say... "Jam for the Lamb and never stop moving forward"
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Suiyen!!
Great blog. I am so proud of you. It was a privilage to see God work in and through you. Don't stop searching... God is going to do even greater things this year if you allow Him. Enjoy every moment.