Predestined for greatness? Who? Me? Ha-ha God.. Nice one. Oh! You're serious??
I still remember how my heart pounded in my chest the first day of training. January 11th. How scared I was. New faces. New people, and still the same old me.
Who are you God? Who are you?
As training progressed I remember feeling even more foggy. Even more useless. Who am I God??? Who am I?????
Training was supposed to be a waist of time, or so I thought. But in the middle of the madness I found how broken I really was. This is me Lord. This is me!!!!
Confused, broken, scared.. Training? Wasn't this supposed to build me up???????
God: "Just wait!"
"But I can't even hear your voice!!!!"
God: "Just listen to me sing."
Seven weeks of training. Five felt like I was in the wrong place. Two I was swept up in God's LOVE.
I WAS LOVED.
Who am I Lord? Who am I??? It's funny that I've always wanted to know what the meaning of my name was, but I could never find it. I felt like my name had just about as much meaning as my life.
NONE.
But in the middle of the madness inside my brain, God showed me who He is. God showed me who I am.
I am predestined for greatness I am the bearer of my name. I am pledged to God.
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